a new beginning..

so this is the first post on the new blog. why a new blog? well, i've been feeling this way for the longest time: it's like i've 'outgrown' the old one at Xanga. i dunno how it happened, but it kinda became too slapstick - even for me.. heh. and i just find it hard to continue writing in that kind of happy go lucky manner.

so i decided to start all over. i have no idea who's reading the old one anymore and i guess it's a psychological thing, but i felt restricted - not daring to write watever i wanted, always afraid of wat the people reading would think and all that. i guess the reason why i continued with the thing for so long was because it was a way for my CSS frens to continue to keep in touch with wat's happening in my life and also because i've had feedback that they found my posts funny and enjoyed reading it. but i guess i'm gonna have disappoint these 'fans' - just can't really do it anymore.

i'm not going to promise to post regularly on this blog, or if it will contain happy happy la-la stuff. it might even contain depressing or worrying things - it's just gonna be a collection of my thoughts as and well i feel like jotting them down.

i'll write more about wat's been troubling me these past few days later.. been coding hard for these past few days and i seem to getting more and more tired even though i've been having pretty much the same amount of sleep everyday. think i'll turn in early today - tmr, the office people are having a field trip around S'pore to buy CNY stuff so i'll need all the energy i can get.

but - gotta start off the blog the right way with some happy news : bonus was announced today.. 2.2 months + $500 bucks! pro-rated since i only joined in june. think i'll really lucky to join this company which gives National Day bonus, AWS, Customer Satisfaction bonus and this yearly bonus.. hehehe..