Avaldora

Friday, September 14, 2007

rant

oh today is such a frustrating day because of 3 major incidents which can all be boiled down to 2 words: "no progress". warning: rant ahead!


No-Progress #1 - normally, when you hear that your office is being shifted. you would be interested to know WHERE you're shifting to, right? oh.. everyone's interested in knowing and interested in speculating, but how come no one actually ASKs the higher-ups who have the answer? i haven't been in the office for days, so i thought someone else would find the chance to go ask, but no..... the day of the shifting comes around, and wat did i find? no one in the freaking room knows where we are supposed to move to. how the f**k did that happen?!

anyway, it turns out they are carving this room out of some free space on one of the floors for us. problem? everybody else on the floor is moving out, the contractors are coming to take over the space on monday, and our spanking new room has only started renovation - which means it will only be ready in another week or so. sigh....

anyway, i won't be around the office much in the coming weeks, so i packed my stuff and disconnected my computer in anticipation that the things will be shifted anytime. wonderful, just wonderful. just when i thot i would have a change of office today, i am stuck. no progress.


No-Progress #2 - who knew crossing over can be such a complicated matter? all this while, i go along with the anticipation that the cross-over will happen on 1st nov, only to be told that somebody is being childish and is blocking the thing. like wat the hell? seriously, if you really thot i was that important then you should have done something more to keep me in the first place now, shouldn't you? i really dun see the point of u being childish and refusing to let me go when i have already made it clear that i dun want to stay in the first place. u think i would really stay on a few more months just so your little project will be transited over nicely? really? u really think so? just when i thot i would be crossing over on 1st nov, i might not - i'm stuck. no progress.


No-Progress #3 - i am a big believer of the whole baseball thing, i.e. 3-strikes-and-yer-out. i firmly believe there is no point in me keep banging my head against the wall, expecting to smash a hole in it when all it does is just hurt. perserverence may be a good thing, but i'd really be a fool to keep trying when i know that freaking wall ain't gonna budge an inch. forget it. there are other thinner walls out there. just when i thot i would finally be making some headway, i get shut out. no progress.



i just hate it when just as it seems my life is starting to come together, all the pieces start to crumble before my eyes.. but is the situation still salvageable? or rather, is it even up to me to do something to change the situation? sigh..

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